Kando 4, 173

The passage across the sea was uneventful, and since reaching the mainland for the first time I've been traveling north around the border of FairaNoran. The rumor of war in those woods is entirely true, so I was cautious to stay clear, especially of the South Woods. The going was slow with my heavy packs. My body is unaccustomed to so much travel, and though I hate myself for it, I've let myself get lazy.

After fighting through swamplands in the south woods, I found the ground to be more solid the further north I got. Sooth, it was lovely. The woods on one side and the ocean on the other. Travel was hard work, but good. I must confess, fables of the Fairy Grounds tempted my ears, but there's no telling how true they are, or whether it's worth the risk with a war on.

I reached the northern plains at last, with a twinge of disappointment that I had seen no merfolk. With my skins filled at the Shembarrie and my pockets filled with all the fruits and roots I could find, I set out across the plains. All I needed to do was reach the river country in the plains. I always kept my bow strung.

By supper time I was exhausted. I was going slower than ever, and longed for a horse. When I saw smoke coming from the ground, I knocked my bow and investigated. I found a common earth-home set into the hill, with a vast, thriving garden in front of it. There was a huge fence protecting it, with a clay sign hanging over it, on which was painted the poem, 

'Should travelers be armed with hate,

Woe to them should they cross this gate.

Should travelers their Maker fear,

Pray enter and be welcome here.'

I chose to risk it, and tapped the knocker on the gate. A bird in the garden went flying into a hole in the wall of the house with a whirr. A minute later, a young man with  curly, ginger beard and hair came out of the door with a spear in his hand. His legs were goatlike and covered in fur, with hooves that clacked along the mossy stone path as he approached. A pine green scarf around his neck complimented his fur color. He stood on the other side of the gate, eyeing me readily with his sharp eyes, blue as a stormy sea.

"Good day," he said, polite but guarded.

I nodded. "Greets, respected sir. Do you live here?"

He hesitated, then gave a quick nod. "Pray tell me, maiden, what does a human do in these parts?"

"I am simply passing through. Now pray tell me, do you know of any safe place nearby where I can find lodging for the night?"

"Pray allow me to ask. I'll be right back."

I waited until he returned, keeping my eyes and ears open. He brought with him a tall, lanky creature of the same race, whose face reminded me of a mouse as much as the younger lad's reminded me of a tiger. He was old enough that grey hairs lined his beard and hair, but he retained a sort of handsomeness, not elven, but pleasant. He bore a spear and a cautious expression, like the boy's.

"How do you do," he began. "My sons tells me you seek lodging. Would you care to lodge with fauns?"

He informed me that there were no lodgings anywhere until I grew near the river. His family had their homestead here, and took lodgers, if they meant no harm. Their price was cheap, the place looked and smelled good, and I spotted a child faun's face or two in the windows. It seemed harmless enough, and I answered his screening questions as openly as I  dared.

So I spent the night with fauns. Their abode was lovely, and struck me with a strange pang of homesickness. The worn books on the shelves that lined the walls, the faded mock-gold swirls that embellished the trim, the hand carved furniture, and the smell of potatoes and a roasty fire and onions. They killed a pig for me, and supper was a delicious blend of potato, bacon, herbs, onions, cheese, milk, and salad.

 The father, mother, and four children were polite and even friendly. The oldest son, his spear put away and my weapons stored in a hall chest, carried most of the conversation, with his younger sister and youngest little brother joining in. The second youngest son was cheerful but quiet, like his mother.

Now they are all abed, if not asleep, and I lie awake in my quilted bed, missing home, longing to push forward.

Vonye 15, 173

I took a deep breath. The air was so sweet that night – like perfume. What was that scent? The sky was aglow with stars. The ocean was black. It melded with the land, and the only thing that enabled me to tell them apart was the glow cast on the island by the villages. My village was lit with warmer, closer stars, whose warmth and welcome reached my mind as sad and wistful. Humans lived there. They worked and played and laughed and cried. Their had their own lives, personalities, relationships. I hardly knew any of them, and now I never would.

But I had to move on. I had been there for over thirty years, and I was hardly eighteen. They were growing up without me. Mother had gone on without me, but I remained young and hardly changed. It seemed the older I got, the slower I grew. I couldn’t handle staying around them. I needed change.

I turned away. My eyes passed over the sign by the road – the one nestled in the leafy trees. Allanyo. Highvale. Perhaps we’ll meet again. It is my hope.

A Letter

Respected Ariellie.

Thank you for your inquiry. I’m doing well. I always am. Why should I allow circumstances to dampen my spirits? Do not think me cold; you know how I loved my mother. But I have learned how to deal with pain. I push it aside and push through. I am all right. I always am.

Respected, I am about to tell you something that may alarm you, so be assured that I have considered this carefully. Everything has been thought out and I know my choice is right. I will use the sum of gold that my mother left me to travel the world. I cannot stay here. Please know how difficult this is for me to write, how I am in agony as my hand pens this. But no – as I said, I am doing well. It is not great agony.

I am half-elven. You know this. I cannot fit in here; I never have. You, of course, have always made me feel welcome. I know I can trust you. But as I’ve told you before, I do not completely belong among humans.

There is something – a yearning I cannot describe – that drives me outward, away from the islands, into the world. I must see the ocean, I must climb the mountains, I must sway at the tips of the tallest trees. I must unravel mysteries, uncover myths. I must find my father.

Do not laugh – no, you know I am serious, you would not laugh. Perhaps it seems impossible to find him. Perhaps it is. I’ve no leads, no way to track him in this wide world. But I am always thinking of him. He must be somewhere. If he can be found, I will find him.

I cannot tell you where I’m going, lest this letter fall into the wrong hands. You know already. Back to the beginning. The last place. Remember, Arielle? Remember the story I’ve told you so often? The daisy chain, the hawk, the last words. The details and the place itself are forever burned into my memory. They’ve branded me, they’ve forced me to wander. It must become a part of who I am now. Verya the Wanderer.

Á enyalë.

May we meet again.